TAU TAU -A LOVELY YORKSHIRE TERRIER
(4TH APRIL, 1991 - 6TH JAN, 2002)
OUR DEAREST TAU TAU,
WE ALL MISS YOU TERRIBLY! OUR HOUSE IS SO EMPTY & LONELY WITHOUT YOUR BARK & BREATH. MY LOVE! WHERE ARE YOU NOW?? DON'T BE NAUGHTY! NOW YOU CAN'T JUST STAY HOME OR FOOL AROUND. YOU SHOULD FOLLOW THE ANGEL WHO WILL GUIDE YOU TO THE HEAVEN OF GOD. OUR LORD PROMISED US IN THE PRAYER, THERE YOU WON'T SUFFER ANY MORE. YOU CAN ALSO MEET YOUR PARENTS & ALL YOUR OLD FRIENDS .THEY WILL ALL LOVE YOU & TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOU AS MUCH AS MOMMY & JUILE DID. SO BE AN HAPPY ANGEL-DOG!! HAVE FUN & RUN FREE!AND YOU CAN EAT WHATEVER YOU LIKE!! NO DIET!
I KNOW YOU MISS ME TOO! BUT MY GOOD SON, DON'T BE SAD & WORRY ABOUT ME.DADDY, BABY NICHOLAS, USA, JUILE, RUBEN & ALL YOUR NAUGHTY BROTHERS & SISTERS. THEY WILL ALL LOVE ME & ACCOMPANY ME TOO.AND MOMMY PROMISE YOU WHEN THE DAY COMES, WE WILL ALL MEET AGAIN IN THE HEAVEN. AND THIS TIME NOTHING CAN MAKE US APART, WE WILL LIVE ALL TOGETHER FOR ETERNITY.SO PLEASE WAIT ME THERE PATIENTLY, I SWIRE WE MUST MET UP AGAIN.
BUT TAU TAU, YOU MUST CROSS YOUR PAWS WITH MOMMY NOW. YOU WILL ALWAYS COME & SEE MOMMY IN MY DREAM. LET ME KNOW YOU ARE PERFECTLY ALL RIGHT IN THE HEAVEN .
MY SON, MY DEAREST, MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.BUT I AM TOO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE, BUT IT WAS TOO SHORT. YOU ARE ALWAYS SO FAITHFUL, SO LOYAL, SO SWEET & SO BEAUTIFUL. PLEASE ACCEPT MY DEEPEST THANKS FOR YOUR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE & FAITH TO ME IN THESE 10 YEARS.I HAD A VERY PRECIOUS & UNFORGETABLE TIMES WITH YOU.AND I WON'T FORGET EVERY SINGLE MOMENT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, MISS YOU & REMEMBER YOU.!!AND YOU WILL ALWAYS LIVE IN OUR HEARTS.
# BAY BAY NICOLE , " MY BROTHER TAU TAU, I WILL LOVE MOMMY AS YOU DID, SO DON'T WORRY!AND I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU MUCH!! "
FROM MOMMY & ALL OF US.
WITH OUR DEEPEST LOVE & THOUGHTS .
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Updated March 11, 2002
DEDICATED TO MY BELOVED SON, TAU TAU, WHO SADLY PASSED AWAY ON JAN 6,2002.
MOTHER ELAINE
4TH APRIL, 1991 - 6TH JAN., 2002.
I HAD HIM IN MY LIFE WHEN HE WAS ONLY 1-MONTH-OLD. HE WAS SO TINY THAT I COULD HOLD HIM IN ONE OF MY PLAM . HE WAS A GIFT OF MY LITTLE NIECE WHO LIVED OPPOSITE TO OUR HOUSE FROM HIS DAD.THE FIRST NIGHT, HE WAS SO AFRAID & CRIED FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT THROUGH. AND MY OWN DOG BAY BAY WAS SO WORRY ABOUT HIM, ALWAYS BEG ME TO LET HIM OUT TO CHECK TAU TAU.I COULDN'T STAND THE NOISE CREATED BY BOTH OF THEM.SO I KNOCKED MY NIECE'S DOOR IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT & BROUGHT TAU TAU TO SLLEEP WITH US IN OUR HOUSE . FROM THAT NIGHT, TAU TAU NEVER RETURNED TO HER, TWO OF THEM SLEPT ON EACH OTHER UNDER MY BED FOR MORE THAN 10 YEARS NOW.
BAY BAY, TAU TAU & ME IN OUR OLD DAYS.
WHEN HE WAS YOUNG ,VERY ACTIVE & NAUGHTY. HE COULD JUMP VERY HIGH TO OUR DINING TABLE & FINISHED ALL THE REMAINING FOOD IN THE PLATES.HE WAS MY SECOND DOG, AND WE HAD ANOTHER 7 MORE LATER ON . HE WAS THE SMALLEST, BUT HE THOUGHT HE WAS THE BIGGEST & THE KING. HE LOVED TO INCHARGE EVERTHING & EVERYBODY IN THE HOUSE. BUT HE WAS VERY KIND TOO,, HIS DAILY JOB WAS TO LICK & CLEAN ALL THE OTHER DOG'S EARS & EYES IN RETURN, BAY BAY LOVE T0 EAT HIS HAIR. SO ALWAYS WE COULD FIND HIM THROATING OUT WITH SO MANY TAU TAU'S HAIR. THEY WERE THE SHADOW OF EACH OTHER FOR ALL THESE YEARS..
TAU TAU HAD ARTHRITIS , WE HAD TO BRING HIM UP & DOWN TO THE STAIR IN HIS LAST 2 YEARS.WHEN WE WENT FOR WALK WITH THE OTHER DOGS, WE WILL PUT HIM UNDER THE PRAM OF MY BABY. SO THAT HE COULD STILL ENJOY PLAYING WITH US .IN LATE 2001, HE GOT A VERY STRANGE ILLNESS OF HAVING MANY PUSS COMING FROM ITS SLAVIA'S GLAND. SO HE HAD A VERY BIG ORPERATION OTO REMOVE THE WHLOE THING.THERE WERE MORE THAN 20 STITICHES ON HIS TINY RIGHT CHEEK.
UNFORTUNATELY, NOT MORE THEN A FEW MONTHS AFTER HE HAD RECOVERED FROM THAT.ON 28 DECE, HE STARTED TO HAVE THE FIRST TERRIBLE SEIZURE. AND HE GOT MORE FITS IN THE NEXT WEEK. IT WAS REALLY VERY SCARY & HURT TO SEE MY DEAREST LITTLE ONE SUFFERING FROM TIMES TO TIMES....
ON JAN 4, HE GOT MORE THAN 6 FITS A DAY. SO THE VET LET US TRY THE OTHER MEDICINE, BUT HE WOULD SLEEP LIKE DEAD AFTER EACH DOSE.SO I DIDN'T ALLOW MYSELF TO SLEEP THAT NIGHT & CHECKED HIM NEARLY EVERY 20 MINS. I PRAY WITH HIM & BEG GOD LET HIM HAVE A FEW YEARS MORE WITH US. AND I TOLD HIM HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM & I REALLY I NEED HIM TO STAY WITH US TO EXPERIENCE THE GROWTH OF MY FIRST BABY, HIS LITTLE BROTHER NICHOLAS. I CUT SOME OF HIS HAIR AND KEPT IT IN MY DRAWER,, AS I KNEW THE DAY WOULD COME SOON.
IN THE NEXT MORNING, I WAS TOO HAPPY TO SEE HIM WITHOUT ANY FITS WITHIN 24 HOURS. AND THINKING THAT WE FOUND THE RIGHT TREATMENT ON HIM. SO I FEED HIM FOOD, CLEANED HIS FACE & CHANGED HIS BED. AND BROUGHT HIM UP TO THE LIVING ROOM FOR SOME SUNSHINE, AND LET ME SLEPT NEXT TO ME WHEN I WAS WORKING WITH MY PAPERS.AROUND 1:00PM, I BEND DOWN TO CHECK HIM, PAT HIM & KISS HIM AGAIN. I REALIZED THAT HE WAS REALLY GONE. MY LOVE, MY SON, MY TAU TAU WAS DEAD IN HIS DREAM.
THERE IS NO HURT IN THIS WORLD THAT IS AS BAD AS LOSING SOMEONE YOU LOVE SO MUCH. SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE THE PAIN WILL NEVER GO AWAY. LIFE IS SO UNBEARABLE WITHOUT HIS PRESENCE. I MISS HIM MORE THAN WORDS CAN EVER SAY. I HAVE SUCH A EMPTINES IN MY HEARTS THAT NO ONE CAN HELP. THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT I DON'T THINK OF HIM & ALL HIS CUTE LITTLE WAYS.I MISS HIS BARKS AS TO SAY " MOM! I MISS YOU MUCH! WELCOME HOME! ANY FOOD OR TRICKS FOR ME TODAY?"I MISS HIS RUSHING UNSTEADLY TO THE FRONT DOOR TO GREET ME WITH HIS LITTLE WAGGING TAIL. I WISH THAT HE WAS STILL HERE. I CAN PAY ANYTHING TO HAVE HIM AGAIN IN MY ARMS .
IN THESE 10 YEARS, HE WAS ALWAYS SO KIND & LOYAL TO ME. I GAVE HIM SO LITTLE BUT HE LOVE ME INCONDITIONALLY WITH ALL HIS HEARTS & SOULS.HE KNEW IT WOULD BE TOO DIFFICULT FOR ME TO MAKE THE DECISION FOR HIM TO ASK THE VET TO PUT HIM SLEEP. AND I ALSO HAD TO LEAVE HOME TO EUROPE FOR 2 WEEKS FOR BUSINESS IN A FEW DAYS LATER. HE KNEW VERY WELL THAT I WOULD STAY FOR HIM IF HE WAS SO SICK.SO HE LEFT ME QUIETLY & BRAVELY ON THAT SUNDAY'S AFTERNOON.
I PRAY WITH ALL MY HEARTS THAT HE IS AT PEACE AND KNOW THAT ONE DAY WE WILL MEET AGAIN,. I LOVE HIM & HE WILL BE ALWAYS IN MY HEARTS TILL THE DAY WE MEET AGAIN.
IF THERE IS NO DOGS IN HEAVEN, I'M SURE I WON'TCOME. I WOULD CHOOSE TO SEARCH & MEET MY TAU TAU IN THE HELL.
MOTHER ELAINE WITH LOVE & TEARS.
