Cesar- Yorkshire Terrier
6-27-2000 - 04-02-2001
Cesar, my angel, my little mister,
You are my sunshine! I miss you you so very much! Our house is so quiet without you.. I imagine hearing your little bark. Your place beside me on my computer desk is still here like always. One of your blankets, your bunny and a bear are still on your side of my bed, like always. If only I could see you, hold you or talk to you one last time.. I visit your grave daily, sometimes 3 and 4 times a day..
Sometimes, I just sit out there all afternoon and I ask the same questions.. are you ok? is there someone their to hold you? I ask you if the sun is shining there. I ask if you are running and playing again. Then I begin to tell you about my day, how much you are missed, what kind of weather it is here. I try to sing the words to "our" song-- You are my sunshine.. I still cant seem to get through the first verse....
Its hard to see your toys and blankets still sitting here. Randy put your playpen up and that was hard.. I look at your pictures and its so hard to believe you are truly gone.. Sometimes, when Im sitting here at the computer, I almost "hear" you bark for me. I go to the kitchen and I think that Ive seen a glimpse of you out of the corner of my eye.. I still don't allow anyone else to have your toys.
Mesha, Bently, Deja and Bria send their love to you. They go with me to visit your grave also. Cesar, You are the best! You are truly my angel. I will never forget you and I want you to know, that one day, we will meet again... Please, dont worry about me, I do hope you are happy and well again. I am so very thankful that we had our time together. I will never regret the times we shared. I learned so much from you in the short time you had here with me. Cesar, one more thing, please dont forget me!
My little angel, You will always hold a very special place in my heart. I love you,
Your mom, Gina