Benny

1986-6/1998

Benny was a 12 year old abused Doberman that I took in as a hospice dog. In the 6 short weeks that he lived at my house he learned to play, the joy of having his own blankets, and the friendship of other dogs. Even though he had some socialization problems he tried so hard to be one of the household. He was a sweet hearted dog that just could not forget the abuse he had endured. He weighed only 35 pounds when rescued and was so sunburnt his black coat was red. When he left for his last journey to the Rainbow Bridge he was about 50 pounds and black and sleek. Everyone tells me what a good person I was to take him in but the truth of it is I wasn't the hero of Benny's story, he was. I have other dogs and always thought of the unconditional love they give every day but living with Benny taught me what it really is. Even though he had a terrible life he still could trust me and meet everyone who came in my door with a big Dobie smile.

The end was not as I would have planned but I guess I couldn't take away his demons. Benny was sent to the bridge by me and our kind vet. Benny seemed to know that he was leaving for a better place and rushed to the Bridge. He will always be remember by me as a sweet loving old man.

To Benny: Rest well my friend, I know you are finally free of the demons that chased you. You will always be my good old boy. I look forward to the day when I see your Dobie smile once again.

Sue Culberson